Living alone!

The best part of living alone is..

Just dont have to explain to anyone as to where/what/why.. just think and do. U do all the explaining and understanding to yourself. It actually took me a while to even comprehend this. It does not come easy. :)

You become your best friend and the person who takes care of you and you take care. I sumhow was always in situations where I was at the head taking care of things.. weather it was home or college or anything else.. I am cooking, getting my cousins to school, taking the dog out, co-ordinating college fest or even buying movie tickets and calling all frds. I am not doing anything for anyone now for a change its just me. me ..and more ME! Do I like it..? I am not sure..!

No going along with anybody s schedules.. wat is wid me and ppl.. dat i jus go along wid everyones schedules.. i sometimes even forget wat I have to do.

Hmm hmm.. i am sure.. ppl will kill me for writing this.. Kir toh Pucca.. ! ;)

Wake up late.. eat just watever you want... go for a movie jus coz u feel like.. or don do anything.. Super FUN it is- Nobody to ask!

Nobody to disturb my morning coffee.. i am obsessed wid my morning coffee sessions.. very very hot south Indian coffee and jus don talk or say anything.

Bad parts abt my life and my flat..

I dont have a view... dats the worst part abt my flat.. i live in the ground floor in a HUGE apartment complex in "Trivandrum. DAMN! I dint plan it like this.. but this was the best I could get. Its sad coz.. Trivandrum is BEAUTIFUL... jus go up even to the 2 or 3rd floor one can only see tree tops and nothing else. Just green, green and more green everywhere. I just just wish I had a view. or I was living in a small part of one of those huge villa-type homes.

Food gets wasted..I just cant help it. Man.. i learnt cooking in a family of 15.. where if I had to cook for 4 people.. I usually ended up cooking for 8. Pinni and amma always said-Teja, plz don cook so much, but I could never learn it. But then at home it never got wasted.. fridge, 4 maids in the house, so many people and guests pouring in almost everyday- U can imagine.

But, here... I cant help it. I hav to cook only for me and everyday its a dilemma weather I have to throw the extra food..or just eat the extras, get fat or just torture myself by eating so much more everyday. Now I understand why most of the housewives in small single families are so fat..U cant stand throw food out everyday or store, U jus end up eating it yourself. :P

Hmm.. apart from dat I dont have any more complaints. :)

Its sunday today.. first weekend home... alone and happy! My morning coffee today was AWESOME! I am waiting to get hungry for planning the lunch.. while jus practically doin nothing. YAY!