Never question Happiness.. just enjoy it! (someone else's words)
well.. I am somebody who has always been with ppl around... the kinda person who is eternally happy when i do something for someone. Take care of someone.. be there for someone.. oh u like Chinese.. lets go eat that.. My world has always been connected wid someone else. At every point of life I can say was about this person. So I have like.. super duper friends.. and a LOT of them that too.. thank u god for it. Thank u. Love u all.
But today I am unlike myself I have ever known.... I am jus by myself. Well its actually really weird, as I don know how many ppl might have experienced this kinda being by themselves. No roomie, no colleagues, no other friends.. of course no family around. Like really the world has just me... i wake up.. make brk fast.. make coffee.. make lunch..eat.. get ready.. office.. go home.. play an old movie dat i watched for a million times.. and watch it again.. while laughing off.. or read another chapter of "Everybody loves a Good drought"..think, contemplate on it for a while..with this book I am not able to help it! Read a simple book for a while to take my mind off that one... Make myself go and do some work...graphics etc.. or login on FB and do crap stuff! Dinner... again excited on making something nice.. read till I fall asleep. Sleep. Great right..?
Well not all that.. usually in situations like these I am really sad... coz.. I am not talking to KC.. fought wid Murali... not calling mom coz i am angry with her... and Inir baba is again in his moods of not responding.. and I fret a LOT abt having some minimum cash on me usually.... which right now is not the situation. I get very insecure otherwise... but even that is not having effects on me. I still have an outstanding electricity bill, milk bill, water bill, Maitenance and rent to pay! WHOOO!
So y am I happy.. i am not sure! :)
Love and Hope!
Tejaswi
well.. I am somebody who has always been with ppl around... the kinda person who is eternally happy when i do something for someone. Take care of someone.. be there for someone.. oh u like Chinese.. lets go eat that.. My world has always been connected wid someone else. At every point of life I can say was about this person. So I have like.. super duper friends.. and a LOT of them that too.. thank u god for it. Thank u. Love u all.
But today I am unlike myself I have ever known.... I am jus by myself. Well its actually really weird, as I don know how many ppl might have experienced this kinda being by themselves. No roomie, no colleagues, no other friends.. of course no family around. Like really the world has just me... i wake up.. make brk fast.. make coffee.. make lunch..eat.. get ready.. office.. go home.. play an old movie dat i watched for a million times.. and watch it again.. while laughing off.. or read another chapter of "Everybody loves a Good drought"..think, contemplate on it for a while..with this book I am not able to help it! Read a simple book for a while to take my mind off that one... Make myself go and do some work...graphics etc.. or login on FB and do crap stuff! Dinner... again excited on making something nice.. read till I fall asleep. Sleep. Great right..?
Well not all that.. usually in situations like these I am really sad... coz.. I am not talking to KC.. fought wid Murali... not calling mom coz i am angry with her... and Inir baba is again in his moods of not responding.. and I fret a LOT abt having some minimum cash on me usually.... which right now is not the situation. I get very insecure otherwise... but even that is not having effects on me. I still have an outstanding electricity bill, milk bill, water bill, Maitenance and rent to pay! WHOOO!
So y am I happy.. i am not sure! :)
Love and Hope!
Tejaswi
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